Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Daily

Life is so daily now. It seems to me that all this time I've been running around, looking for something and not getting anywhere. But now I am tired, and I won't run no more. Now baffled and almost done at the very beginning, I am standing here. panting, with much tears in my eyes that will never go. Sometimes I come to think that to die so young is a blessing in disguise...

She told me that always before good, a lot of bad happens. Yet I think that this is not a lot of bad, this is too much bad and I am not tolerating it no more.

Every time and everywhere I figure it out again. I don't know why I keep on struggling...

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